I'm all alone blog #1
I don't exist
our final semester is finally done and we have a 1 month break, I just finished my exams earlier. I'm home right now trying to chill but I've been reminiscing about my old online friends that I lost due to me being emotional and immature when I feel alone. I went back to trying to make friends online again but on a different account on facebook. I'm too embarrassed to dm my old moots, I feel like I'll be wasting their time and they won't feel too happy on interacting with me. I really want to chat with them again. but it's not my life anymore. Have to start all over again just like how I lost all my childhood friends in elementary. How I lost everyone. How I lost my identity. I don't know what kind of test god is putting me through, but I hope I'll survive it and hope I make him proud.